intersting

when you get to a point in your life when you feel like the only place to go is up..... cause your at the very bottom. you feel numb. desensitized. weak. scared. sad. mad. lonely. and ready... to make a change. to take action. to pull yourself out of that pit. because what else can you do? you can't stay down there forever, it will kill you.

i'm trying. i really am. to take action. to take control of that which i can control. and learn to let go of that i do not have control of. it's not easy to let go..... of anything. it hurts. a lot. 

i hurt. a lot.